assalam. ok in the past few days my friends and i, we are .... not really in a good relationship. we don't even fight. i don't know what happen but i think it's me who have started all this. i want to make up... but we are not fighting so there's nothing there to make up. i don't know why, lately i think i'm very childish.to the point that even i don't recognized my self. hmm. i want to do something but i'm stuck! even if i do something, i have this feeling that this will happen again. i'm afraid to approach them. i'm afraid to hurt them. i'm no good. i'm really hopeless :'( wassalam.
